09/03/2026
Part 2 of cleaning out and organizing my photography props, and somehow while I was doing this the other day, the Holy Spirit put something completely different on my heart. I donāt say that lightly either. I just kept feeling like maybe there is somebody who needs to hear this because theyāre in a season that doesnāt make sense right now.
For the last 19 months, I feel like God has humbled me A LOT. There were things I thought I needed to be successful, especially with my business, and God has slowly shown me that maybe my idea of success and His plan for me arenāt always going to look the same. I remember leaving my studio and literally thinking this was going to be the end of my photography career. I thought I needed that studio. I thought that was what made me look successful. And then five months later, I left my job too. At the time, I really did not understand what God was doing.
Now I can look back and sort of kind of understand it. š I truly believe Iām exactly where Iām supposed to be right now. I donāt know what God is doing next, and I definitely donāt have everything figured out, but I can see now that some of the things I was SO afraid to let go of were things He was asking me to let go of.
And maybe youāre a business owner who thinks, āIf I could just get a storefront, then Iād be successful.ā Or maybe for you itās more clients, more followers, more money, a bigger space, whatever it is. I think sometimes we get so caught up in what everyone else is doing that we decide thatās what success is supposed to look like for us too. And maybe it isnāt. Maybe God is trying to take you somewhere completely different.
I really want to use my platform for Jesus more. Not because I have some perfect testimony or because I have any of this figured out, because I absolutely DO NOT. š But because this is what walking with God has actually looked like for me. It hasnāt always been easy. In fact, sometimes I swear the closer I get to God, the harder certain things feel because the enemy LOVES to get in your head. "Youāre not good enough. Youāre failing. Look at what everyone else is doing. You should be further along by now." And I have had to remind myself over and over again that those thoughts are not coming from God.
Romans 8:1 says, āThere is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus.ā
So yes, this was supposed to just be part 2 of me cleaning and organizing my photography stuff. š But I felt like I needed to say this because maybe somebody else is sitting in a season right now wondering what in the world God is doing. I have BEEN there. Honestly, Iām still there in some ways.
But I also know that 19 months ago, I never would have believed I could leave my studio, eventually leave my job, work out of a room in my house and still have a photography business. I thought I knew exactly what my business needed to look like.
Turns out, I didnāt. And God has been showing me that ever since....