12/15/2024
When I picked up my camera, I didn't have a plan. I just wanted to take pictures. I wanted to remember everything. And I wanted to show everyone everything. There were all these amazing moments happening, so many amazing moments, and they flew by so fast. I wanted to savor it for as long as possible, to save them.
I figured out pretty early in my photography education that I wanted to be a documentary photographer. Not necessarily a journalist, but a storyteller. I've changed direction a few times over the years, but in little ways. And even when I pivoted into studio work, and then into the more abstract images I love so much, I was still always looking for the truth in the moment. I was looking for the story.
I have been doing a lot of thinking this last year, about what my next move will be. The necessities of scheduling of all the things and all my people for the last 24 years (24?!?!?!) has been my priority, and while it still is, I'm realizing that those 24 years flew by. I hope I have 24 more, and I hope they don't go quite so quickly. I know they will, though. That's how time works. What can you do?
This is a lot of what I've been thinking about. And that the 24 years will pass, no matter what I do. But that's too big. I can't think that far ahead. I can think about five years. In five years, where will I be? I'll be in my 60s, for one. And I will or won't have my tiny farm. I will or won't have finished the book I've been working on for a decade. I will or won't be creating the art, telling the stories, making the images that I want to do.
Except I think I will. If I am anything, I am ever the optimist.
I've been working on figuring out the details, and I've almost got it.
And I wanted to let you know. Because maybe you're in that place where you're trying to decide what you want your life to look like in five years. And maybe you just need a nudge.
And I also REALLY wanted to show you these portraits.
This is Adrian and Dominique and the CUTEST BABY ON THE PLANET. Seriously, this boy is so sweet I want to dip him in my coffee.
And the reason I wanted to show these portraits in particular is twofold.
First, because Adrian makes me think about where I am going to be in a year. Or five years. Or 30. He's our family financial advisor (HIGHLY RECOMMENDED), and his job, literally, is to make me think about that. So, Well done, Adrian!
But the second reason is because I adore his whole family. And I love watching it change. I wonder where they will be in five years. In twenty four years. Who will this sweet boy grow up to be? Will I get to see it?
I hope so. But even if not, I am so very glad that I get to be here for little moments like these.