06/18/2020
"In college I used to always catch the public bus between classes in the winter. Our student IDs gave us free fare, and there was no reason I’d choose bearing the -15F weather over a warm bus ride. One day, I got on the bus and at the stop after me, a black student got on, he went to buzz his ID but it kept declining. The student said “I’m so sorry, I have no idea why it’s not working, I’m just a student, I’m running late to class, I only need to go down a few blocks.” The bus driver looked at him and yelled “Get off my bus!” The student was stunned, “Are you serious? It’s just a few stops, please.” “I don’t care. Your ID doesn’t work, get off my bus!” The student walked off. I didn’t really think much of it in the moment.
The very next stop a white guy came on and pulled out a dollar bill from his pocket, much less than the fare, and without hesitation the bus driver said “no worries man, just head on in.”
In that moment I realized he wasn’t trying to abide by the rules, he was blatantly discriminating. I quickly grabbed my stuff and walked up to him, “Hey. I saw what you did. You kicked that other student off for his card not working but you just let this man in without paying, that’s not fair.” “That’s none of your business, I know what I’m doing, the cash slot isn’t working.” It was very much working another passenger had just used it. Before I could respond, the door opened, and he looked up at my head scarf, “I voted for Trump because of people like you.” My eyes welled up, I turned around, and ran off the bus.
I will never know what it means to be black in America. But I know what it means to feel treated less than human. I know what it means to feel unwanted in your own country. I know what It means to be painted over with a single stereotype. I can never fully understand the experiences of my black brothers and sisters, but I can stand. I can stand up in face of injustice. I can stand up against racism. I can stand my position relentlessly and unapologetically. I can stand in my white coat and advocate for the voices that are screaming and yearning to be heard."
- Safiye Unlu, MS3
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