28/03/2025
Renewed mercies: I went into the workshop severely burnt out. The weeks leading up to the workshop reminded me of a time not too long ago, where late nights and stress were best friends.
When it came to photography, I felt that I had lost the fire for it. The feeling of not being good enough had also seeped in from the corporate world. I remember at the start of the workshop, while chatting with my fellow participants, I was amazed by the sheer talent these people had when it came to photography. Deep down, I felt very inadequate.
I definitely went into the workshop wanting to improve my photography, but instead, I got to learn so much about life. Some of the questions that made me ponder; what were my identity and purpose? How do I intentionally connect with my muses (subjects)? How can I participate and be present in life’s events rather than just observing it from the sidelines? How can I balance the dualisms in life?
I left the workshop with these questions in my mind, and I don’t think I’ll ever be able to answer them fully, but that’s ok.
I have also learnt to not be too hard on myself, and that it’s ok to keep questioning. I also met so many incredible souls in this workshop, who have inspired me in their own unique way. I definitely felt refreshed after those few days in the mountains
Thank you .now and everyone I met for such a wonderful time away 🥹
