10/05/2026
I left the comfort of the ocean yesterday for the mountains. The familiar background of crashing waves faded away as the windy road sloped upwards. The wind whistles as it rippled through the rice fields, turning them into seas of green, glittering waves. I turned off the highway after an hour and turned off the ignition, the sudden silence causing me to take a deep breath. I slid off my helmet and allowed my shoulders to fall. It feels different here. I look at the mountains and I’m reminded that I’m a speck of dust passing through. Suddenly my troubles don’t seem as important anymore.
The first thing I felt after stepping into Jamie’s guesthouse was how cosy it felt. A wreath of leaves wrapped around the lamps, causing warm light to fall gently on jars of utensils on the countertop and a poster that said — the mountains are home. By the faded Polaroids and handwritten postcards pasted all over, I could feel the love that had been poured into this place. It was evident by the notes left behind by the people who had made their way through at some point of their lives, some returning again and again.
The next morning, we conversed as Jamie made breakfast. I tore into the salted croissant that she had made — lightly crispy on the outside while the dough inside pulled apart like melted cheese. It had just the right amount of butter, and I found myself wishing there were more. The conversation naturally veered towards how she came to live far away from the city she grew up in, and what made her stay for more than a decade — an unusual feat considering how she used to move from one job to another.
What would make someone so sure of a choice?
I felt the fear creep up at that thought even though there was nowhere else I wanted to be. Perhaps I wasn’t willing to admit, but leaving often felt easier to me than staying.
Maybe buying the house left me with no choice to but to commit to this life, she pondered, as though she read my mind. We don’t have to worry too much about the future, all that does is weigh us down. As long as we take care of what we have now, she said, things will eventually work itself out.