16/06/2026
2025: I tried to survive as a newly separated, single mother with my very fresh art business as my only source of income, aside from savings. Had I not tried to, then I would have had to quit it all together. It was hard enough as it was juggling solo parenting half time, with mourning the loss of not only a relationship but my whole future as I saw it, and the demands of self-emoloyment in terms of learning the rules. Combining all of that with a part time job just to secure an income would have rendered it impossible.
It just had to float.
Meaning: lifes demands killed my creativity.
I tried my best creating. Most plans got cancelled. Collabs cancelling, kids on sick leave, myself being sick, my motorcycle not working, etc.
This is a video I started working on in March -25, and finished recording last summer. My video creation - which, ironically, is what I would like to do the most, - has been put aside far too often, in favor of other work, just for survival.
But as summer 2026 approaches, something in my life brings me new energy, and I hope that I can channel it into creative pursuits, for real this time - video most of all.
There is plenty more recordings waiting for me to edit them.
And thereafter I have plenty of ideas not yet even filmed.
