09/07/2026
"How do you even deal with yourself?"
I don't. I really was never alone for long periods of time. I never really felt what it's like being alone. I never felt the "need" to be alone.
I thrive in relationships and also, I die with it. It was never really a "me" in a relationship but an "us".
The question now is — why is this the case?
F**k if I know really, I just wanted to be somebody with somebody I guess.
