07/01/2023
MY FIRST COLLEGE HEARTBREAK
Way back when I was still a student in TCC, I had a huge crush on my boy bestfriend and he doesn't know. Among closeness kay more like mag igsoon. Ang uban nga wa kaila namo kay makaingon nga uyab mi. Truthfully, naa jud koy feelings niya pero ako ra gi keep kay anugon kaayo amo friendship kung maguba. Tanan secrets nasulti na nako niya except one thing, nga I like him. Padung na among intrams ato, nangayo siyag favor nako kung pwede ba nako ipa ila-ila niya akong amiga sa lain department (education) kay na crush daw siya. The moment he said nga naka like siya sa akong amiga didto ko nakabalo kung unsa iyang type sa babae. He likes petite, tall, sexy, confident, pretty, smart kind of girl which I was an exactly opposite of her. Kay ako murag abog-abog ra jud sa earth, I have this boyish vibe. And I get it why my boy bestfriend doesn't like me. Maybe.
Then one day before intrams busy kaayo mi kay nag sugod nag decorate then akoy gi assign for lettering sa mga booths. Boang bisag ing-ani ko naa sad koy talent char. Then tayming kaayo akong amiga ang representative sa Education for miss intrams, and guess what akong bestfriend sa IT department. Pag human nila rehearsal ako sila gitawag duha then gipa ila-ila as favored by my bestfriend. So mao to, comfy raman sila walay awkwardness kay mao diay nag chat² na diay sila daan before nag ila-ila sa personal. Acting unbothered was my thing. Di lang gud pahalata nga affected hahaha.
Niabot na ang opening sa intramurals, every department was cheering and rooting for their representative, my bestfriend was doing his great job and so my amiga too. And guess what, announcement of the winner na and sila ang champion, Mr. and Ms. Intramurals sila both. Education and IT. I was proudly raising their tarps as they went on the center to receive their crown wearing their wide smile. Gi set aside nako akong feelings ato nga time, pero it 's lowkey painful. Really.
Daghan pato events during our intrams, kami pirmi tulo kuyog and naay progress ilang pag ila-ila duha. Ako pirmi mahimong thirdwheel. I was always there during his courting stage up until she said yes. Funny how their monthsary date was my birth date also. Hahaha 27th. Dako ko respeto sa ilang relationship so I never did a single move para magselos or ma uncomfy ang girl nako tungod sa friendship namo ni guy. They both trusted me. Until we graduated our friendship still remains. Their relationships are getting stronger. Di man parehas
