03/09/2026
One year ago today, Ibu died.
About an hour later, I made this photograph.
I had the strange and urgent feeling that I wanted to photograph her one more time.
Ibu had been part of my life since I was eighteen. In many ways, she had become home to me.
She is also everywhere in Soo d'oude Songen, the long-term series in which I have photographed my family since 2015.
The project began with the family I grew up in: financial problems, addiction and instability. For years, photography was my way of trying to understand where I came from.
But over the past decade, almost everything has changed.
My mother died. My brother and I both have children now. We have built lives that look very different from the ones we grew up in.
And I have started to wonder: what happens to a long-term project when the story you thought you were telling has changed?
I don't know yet what Soo d'oude Songen will become.
I only know that I am not ready to let it go.
Maybe, for now, that is enough.