11/11/2026
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Thankful musics together & videoclip shootings FilmDot Mats van der Weerd
Back to : 3 years ago ,when I collapsed… never would have thought I would be able to be here today.
Still healing ❤️🩹 recovering from the burnout.
My emotions were everywhere and even though a wacko like me sometimes loves to roam around… get lost in spirituality, I the last years was out of balance … sometimes even hurtful to others & I was in dire need for setting boundaries.
I’m proud I took care of myself glad I never gave up calling institutions for what I needed! By taking care of me there is clarity for others! & More present than ever! ❤️.
That’s what I needed.
Some solid ground! 🎸
Don’t get me wrong I still love to be myself and explore things in life, still I love to have some friends around who do question what I’m doing. I do question it myself many times 🥸
Proud to be able to have my own home after having no place to live like 3 times.
These past 8 years have been a struggle but I managed them all quite well.
Finished my studies too. And I think that’s quite an accomplishment! some things like a home or therapy took me years of waiting in line!
Now I Got therapy and got the house I’m living in.
Still want to put in the work!
To show up and be a better human!
Hope+ learning to chill effectively! ☺️🌞❤️
Even though i could be relentlessly honest at times. slowly more; in a take it or leave it type of vibe. With love ❤️
So happy doing music together and anxious at the same time showing my derpy face here. 🥸
Thankful for all the people who are so patient with me in life.
Like Eelke , my mom, my dad , my sisters & family & all the close friends which wasn’t easy but a bumpy road on how to be able to communicate better and respect each other ❤️ , being more comfortable to share boundaries and to be able to grow together ❤️🩹
it’s beautiful how life unfolds !
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thankful for my friends in the band + who have all been so patient with me.
P.s. screenshots are from the video-boss Mats van der Weerd the blue dress photo is from 𓍊𓋼𓍊 🇵🇸 🧿 !
My love to you all ❤️
