26/05/2026
Lately I feel completely exhausted by Instagram, by Dublin, by the internet, by people in general. Every morning feels like opening an app and immediately being hit with racism, sexism, homophobia, anger, outrage, people desperate to humiliate each other over absolutely nothing. Everyone performing. Everyone trying to win. Nobody listening or communicating.
Today I watched a lad throw his chewing gum out the window of his car right in front of me. I said “couldn’t have waited til you got to a bin, no?” and immediately he was frothing at the mouth ranting about foreigners “FOREIGNERS ALL OVER THE PLACE AND YOU’RE WORRIED ABOUT A BIT OF CHEWING GUM!?”. The irony completely lost on him while he litters in his own city. I’ve a few choice words for people like that.
That interaction honestly just summed up how everything feels lately. I walked home furious, confused, exhausted, longing for the sounds of small birds again to replace the sirens and noise of city life.
People talk to strangers now the same way they talk in comment sections. Aggressive. Defensive. Being cruel for sport has become a personality trait. Kindness gets mocked “you’re one of them stupid f #€k!ng lefty c^*ts!!”. Empathy gets treated like weakness, which in itself is a blessing and a curse. Everyone wants someone to blame while refusing to look at their own behaviour, or blame the right people in this class war. Because that’s what it is, clearly by design. My life feels to revolve around it now, always in my face.
I’m tired of seeing vulnerable people targeted every single day while people disguise hatred as “telling the truth”. I’m tired of rage bait being passed off as conversation. Tired of algorithms rewarding the loudest, most hateful voices. I’m tired of space feeling hostile all the time, whether that’s digital or physical.
Maybe I’m just burnt out, but it genuinely feels like people have forgotten how to exist alongside each other with even a tiny bit of decency and human empathy. I miss when people acted human with each other and had the craic.
I know I’m not very active posting here but I’m logging off for a while. Email me with any enquiries.
Grá mór 💖