20/07/2026
Not my typical kind of posts , and honestly feeling weird about posting this! It feels personal and vulnerable in a weird way, not my typical happy vulnerable I'm afraid!
I think maybe I am angry, not because what's happening and the people who are suffering ( I am angry about that everyday!) , but today my anger is highlighted because a few years ago I would have bought into it, I would have been teary, ecstatic and maybe even grateful that we live in this "LOVE"! I would be cheering on and enjoying every second of the fantasy.
Now I can't live in a fantasy anymore! They have a level of what we Egyptians call "bagaha" , that means no shame. To claim love , the same second you are killing those people!
I ran out of words!
