13/05/2026
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Time for another self portrait. I made this one in April 2023 and called it 'Don't Burn Out'. And the irony is, I did burn out during the process of making it. It was much more challenging than I thought it would be and it resulted in a ridiculous amount of photoshop layers that weren't organised very well. It was utter chaos and I remember feeling physical hurt after being hunched over my screen for hours, trying to get that waxy look. π―
It honestly p*sses me off that AI would make this in seconds now. It's probably even analysing my painstaking work as a reference to do so. π«
But alas, today's post isn't about AI.
The other week I said that I was going to start sharing some of my self portrait art on this profile and this image speaks to me now more than it ever has.
I feel that flame.
It's been sizzling away for a while and I'm very aware that I'm 'burning out'. The last month or so has been full on for me and my family. Life has been throwing curveballs- as it does with us all at different chapters of our lives.
But I'm hopeful that things are going to get easier soon and I'm working on 'filling my cup'; so I can keep pouring my energy, love, time, etc into all the places that need it.
Why say this? Why show weakness online? Especially as a business person!! Are you mad Leah??
Well, I just want to be real with people.
ALWAYS.
I want to work with clients who will let me in, bring their guard down and be themselves.
Clients who know they don't have to perform to my camera all day long. So I can capture treasured moments in my documentary, storytelling way. π
How can I ask you to let me in, if I'm not real with you?
I made this art.
It was challenging to create, but I got there.
Three years on, it's resurfaced in my memory and it's connecting with me on a deeper level now.
I'm sharing this visual metaphor with you and talking about the feeling it's giving me in this tougher chapter of my life.
That's a beautiful thing. π₯