11/02/2026
The question I get asked time and again as a creative is, ‘what are you working on?’
A simple and incredibly normal question, which somehow triggers an anxious shift within me. The truth is I’m working on so many things, paid work in areas that do feel important and meaningful. But not creative projects that truly spark purpose and excitement for me.
I sometimes feel ashamed, it feels like every other creative is pursuing at least a side project that brings them life. But I have three days of childcare (which I don’t want to increase) and a whole career to squeeze into that time.
The thing is, the projects that truly light my soul are the ones that feel so hard to attain right now. I’d love my heart to be filled with purpose by topics on my doorstep - but the projects that have always bought me the most excitement are the ones that have sent me far from home.
It’s not that I don’t want to travel, I do, but it’s not quite as simple as it once was. But maybe I’ve built barriers in my mind, to stop me looking for the work I love. Maybe I need to take a step, be confident, and look for something that drives that creative purpose once again.
Anyway, here’s a photo from one of the projects that filled me with that fulfilment. It’s of the lovely Abeer, an Iraqi woman living with her family in a displacement camp. She had hope of returning home, as the war had ended. The possibility of rebuilding a home with brick walls, rather than flapping tarpaulin.
I don’t know where she is now, but I do hope Abeer and her family have that security now.