20/10/2021
I’m posting this photo because behind it, I felt a bunch of emotions I fought to contain in the moment. At my graduation earlier this year, parents were not allowed in the hall due to COVID-19 restrictions, but my family were in my heart every step of the way to collecting my scroll.
Whilst sitting here, in my photographer mind I saw a little clip of a flip book, with snapshots of major life events that have brought me to where I am today. I thought of the bumps I had been through, and the times I thought I’d never make it alive (reminder: I grew up in endz) let alone graduate as a Doctor. I thought of the times where I lost my peace of mind and thought I’d never regain a quality of life worth living. I thought of the lengths my Ammi had gone through in order to ensure I was educated about my faith, but also educated about the world in many aspects, such that I could gain the sort of experiences and knowledge that wasn’t entirely possible for her. I thought about the dips in my life, without which I wouldn’t have learnt the valuable lessons that I share today. I thought about what it means to me and my family that now I am here, as a responsible adult, passionate about using my skills to help better human life. I felt inspired. I felt ready. I felt brave.
Now, I don’t know if the above captures half of what I felt then, but basically, this picture was an emotional moment. Yeah.