01/10/2026
Guiding light, Carnagh Forest 1/10/26.
I had an hour around here this morning before work.
My first time here by myself in nearly 6 years, as since my beloved Sadie bounced into our lives back then she has been a constant companion on all my woodland walks (and more).
Despite the beautiful setting, nice light etc, there was that part of me that was missing and it still hurts so much that she won't be with me physically - but I will forever carry her in my heart. Yes, it's hard dealing with life without her and knowing I will never see her again. But, she gave me everything - unconditional love, friendship, companionship, watching her embrace life and just enjoy it filled me with awe. Her wagging tail, bark, her loving looks towards me, kissing her wee nose and getting the face licked of me, cuddles and so much more - thinking of these brings tears to my eyes. So much was given, welcomed and much love returned.
A bitter sweet morning, but a welcome one none the less.
I hope life is treating you all good. X