12/05/2026
🥹I earned a spot to go to Cambodia soon, all paid up by one of the companies I work for. 🤯💜 I wasn't expecting it and all the effort I made, truly benefits thousands of locals around the world to have more opportunities in life: Thank you Planeterra 🙏🏾
I feel proud and it also brought back some exciting memories and thought on the last couple of days 🥹
✨In 2017, I sold everything I had: furniture, electronic appliances, clothes, a house because I wanted to travel the world.🤷🏾♀️ I didn't care about material stuff..I had spent all my 20s as a caregiver of my mom, I had an abortion and I lost a lot of people I loved due to terminal diseases, plus, the guy I was madly in love with since highschool, decided to part ways with our relationship. 🤍 After some years, I started a new relationship and right before my trip, I decided to broke up with him. 🤷🏾♀️
🫣🌻⚡I felt like I needed a boost of life. And I did!! One of the countries I visited was Cambodia and it opened my mind in so many ways that I wasn't expecting! I felt how privileged I had been, even with my own pain and struggles. I learned from a complete different culture and challenges of the other side of the world! 🤯
I came back to Costa Rica because I fell madly in love with the biggest mistake of my life: the person who was going to become a narcissist agressor for the upcoming 8 years. 🤦🏾♀️
Watching these pictures, makes me feel more connected to who I was before I entered the cycle of violence with him. 🧘🏾♀️🏋🏾♀️🧜🏾♀️🧚🏾♀️🦸🏾I was independent, strong, a free spirit, creative, with no fear. I truly believed I could do anything in life, I went for what I wanted and made it come true, I didn't care about having no plans, a stable job, the future or even material stuff. I felt alive.
❤️So, it makes me smile because this year, I'm slowly feeling I can be myself again and not shrink for anyone. I can laugh from spontaneous challenges and not deal with an angry person next to me all the time.
🌻Im starting to feel free again and I can't wait to visit Cambodia after all these years. Who knows, maybe I'll find the part of myself I left on that trip in 2018! ❤️