03/21/2022
It has been 10 weeks exactly since my last post. I don’t know exactly why but suddenly I lost all motivation and interest in posting.
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I lost my WHY.
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Why am I doing this? What is this for? What’s the goal? What’s the point then?
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Nothing was wrong, per se, but something wasn’t right and it was hard to pinpoint.
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Add to that a lack of excitement over LNY — something I typically love and look forward to — the inanity of the trucker protest over a so-called lack of freedom that overtook the news in this country, and then the horrific, devastating news that Russia invaded Ukraine and the loss of actual freedom, livelihoods, and huge disruption of lives, and the subsequent heartbreaking stories that we’ve seen since, it became too much.
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I truly want to thank those of you that took a moment to reach out and ask if I was okay, those who told me you miss seeing my posts, and even the ones who didn’t ask but just let me know “Hey, I see you”. I apologize if I did not respond. I struggled with formulating words to express my current state and general malaise. But please know they meant a lot to me.
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As we say hello to spring with it’s longer days, I find my mood finally lifting.
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One of the toughest things is restarting something after a long break. So here I am easing into things with a simple nature photo I took a couple months ago. It isn’t flashy or particularly eye catching. But I like the peaceful mood conveyed by the light beams filtering in between some tall trees in the woods, one of my favourite places to be. And you’d never know it was taken in the dead of winter.
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I’ve you’ve made it this far, thank you for sticking around. I appreciate you.