10/26/2026
Out of your hands
Imagine with me for a minute that you are an oak leaf. It has been a good season on the hillside. You started as a tiny shoot off the branch in the springtime. Over a spring and summer filled with embracing the nourishment of heat and rain, you blossomed into a large well-shaped beautiful leaf. Fall comes and cooler weather brings change. Your color begins turning a brilliant red appreciated by all. But then, a fierce wind comes and in a moment you are swept away to the forest floor.
This reflection of the annual life of a leaf might seem somewhat silly, but it helps us see and realize the idea that life is outside of our hands. The leaf depends on it's roots, trunk, and stem to survive. The tree needs a life-sustaining environment, the sun and rain to grow. I was reflecting on this idea of "Life is out of our hands" after a busy shift in the ER the other night and thought it was worthy of reflection.
I was working as the charge nurse when in the middle of a night shift, we received an EMS call that a crew was bringing in a patient who they had been performing CPR on, and had revived. We assembled a team of nurses, an RT, and the physician. The patient arrived and we quickly worked at trying to stabilize him. We briefly lost a pulse again, yet were able to revive Him with CPR, medications, and a breathing tube.
While working on him, he miraculously awoke and looked me right in the eyes with a look of fear. A breathing tube down his throat, wires and lines tracing across his body in every direction, a half dozen people above him in the bright lights. I quickly attempted to tell Him where He was and try and calm His fears. It was this moment that led me to reflect on this idea that "life is outside of our hands" In the ER that night, this man's life would have been snuffed out if not for the hands of many healthcare staff and God's grace.
I believe at creation the God of the Bible spoke life into being. Scripture tells us He continues to care for and preserve this world. He brings the sun and the rain down on even these oak leaves in the picture before us. When Sin entered the picture, brokenness and death came with it. Working in an ER where we work with people often in their critical and dying moments only makes this painfully real.
Thanks be to God that He has offered hope in this broken world in sending His Son, Jesus Christ. By His saving power on the cross, we can rest assured knowing that our lives are in His hands. If we are joined to Christ's vine, then although our physical bodies may fail, we may remain united to Him in heaven one day.
I often live life as if it is in my hands, and I am the one at the wheel. I like to think my successes and failures are dependent on my actions. However, in my own broken strength, I will fail. I often fail to see and acknowledge the ever present presence of God in my life. He has me in His hands.
"Now if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will He not much more clothe you, O you of little faith?" Matthew 6:30