09/27/2026
I'm going to be blogging again more. I haven't done it in a long time and honestly, I need to!
I've had a really hard time in my life recently and have had no one to turn to for help or talk to. That sux because, I've had to handle it all on my own, carry all the weight on my shoulders while trying to live, survive, take care of my kids and grandkids. It's hard.
During this hard time, I had to turn to the food bank to help my kids and I. It wasn't enough so I had to turn to Facebook groups. I'll NEVER do that again!! So many people were so fu***ng ignorant, rude, bullying and harassing!! One lady I have never in my life met, would comment on my posts and be so vile and cruel. It's NOT ok to kick someone when they're down. U dont know their struggles, life, what they're going thru and if they have illnesses or mental health issues. What u say can push them over the edge, limit and may make them un-alive themselves. And that's something u have to live with, the guilt. It's not hard to scroll past something, keep your big yaps shut and not be a vile keyboard warrior. It's not hard to be kind. If u can't, just S**U!!! Misery does NOT travel in packs anymore. Quit taking your anger out on strangers. GROW UP!! SERIOUSLY!!!
I'm still having a very hard time financially, physically and emotionally and mentally. It's NOT ok!! I had a really bad breakdown and wanted to seriously KMS!!! THATS NOT OK!!!
I shouldn't be pushed that far by strangers when I'm already struggling hard. Smh. 😶
It's not easy being a single mom of 4, a Nana of 3 and on an extremely tight budget while dealing with physical and mental health issues. I can't keep up with bills, rent and especially FOOD!!! It's HARD. VERY HARD.
So don't be cruel and rude. S**U and be kind.
***de ***deawarness
