08/20/2026
I nearly missed World Photography Day - me - who is always sharing pictures.
But it also reminded me that photography is my sanity. Even when I'm not working, I have a camera in hand. This week has not been a great week for a few reasons. But suddenly the last 3 months caught up on me.
I was saying to a friend that normally when I get home from vacation, I love going through all the pics and seeing the ones I didn't know I captured. I relive the trip for weeks. (And in the case of Tanzania - coming on for two years!) Costa Rica at the beginning of May seems like such a distant memory - like it was years ago. I've barely touched the 5500+ pics I took.
I came home to what I thought was going to be a routine medical test and found I had early stage breast cancer. Fortunately very early. But it still meant surgery. And I was lucky - a short recovery. The knee that decided to quit in Costa Rica showed tricompartmental severe osteoarthritis with bone on bone calcifications. In short, it's fu**ed. A knee injection last week helped, but who knows when my ortho referral will come through. There's been other stuff, and I've handled it all pretty well.
Today, I'm exhausted. But I decided to give myself back to the one thing that truly brings me joy. My photos - and travel. I sat down and randomly hit different pockets of the Costa Rica trip. I have closeups of crocodile eyes. I have cool crabs. Night frogs. And so many birds. I fondly recall the sound of the waves breaking, the warmth contrasting a particularly chilly Calgary spring, the constant bird calls. Random lizards strolling by, and some pretty amazing scenery. It had been a bucket list trip. But for a while, there was a hole in my bucket.
It wasn't until I went through them this evening that I realized I had actually captured hummingbirds - and decently. They're one of my favourite birds. I was so upset that particular day because I'd had to cancel a birding tour on the grounds of where we were staying. My knee was done. It never would have handled the five hours on the hilly slope of the lodge. But I did what I could within it's limitations, on my own.
So here are some of my faves. They're such fun birds to watch. The flower is called Purple Porterweed - a new one to me. I'm still waiting for them to appear on my beebalm here. I usually get some around this time of year. I'm patiently hanging out on the back deck, surrounded by flowers.
Tell me. If you're having a rough day, week, month, or year - as I know many of you are - what's your favourite thing to do to ground yourself?