26/05/2026
First
When The Clone Wars began, the 442nd were deployed to Taris. All the synthetic tastes, smells, sounds, feelings couldn’t prepare us for it. But it was our first. We were eager to fight.
I remember watching the casualty numbers flow in after zero hour back on Kamino. The silence in the mess hall as we gathered around the terminals. With hushed voices and reverence we searched for our brothers names. I still hold on to so many of them.
CT- 7799 “Odds” MIA, presumed dead.
CT- 1210 “Wetly” WIA, transferred to Coruscant.
CT-9000 “Nines” KIA, body not yet recovered.
Thousands more flowed across the screen. They were the first of us to give their lives for this war. Even the greatest of stoics couldn’t help but break. The death was not a surprise. What shocked me the most was the loss. The great absence was impossible to train for. We were bred for this, trained by the best to be the blood of the Republic. We knew from the start we were lambs for slaughter. All I wanted was to get out there, get some payback. Make the Separatists feel it in their circuits. But deep down, they aren’t alive. We are. And they were programmed for war just as we were born for it. They may be killing us, but they aren’t the cause of our dying.
Log entry from CT-3234 “Branch”