Rozzie on the Road

Rozzie on the Road Telling people stories for the love of it since 2017.

Pleased to be writing for the Hawkesbury Post, and you know how much I love a chooken AND a coffee in one handy location...
22/07/2023

Pleased to be writing for the Hawkesbury Post, and you know how much I love a chooken AND a coffee in one handy location!

The Poultry Sub-Committee of the Hawkesbury District Agricultural Association hosts the 2023 Poultry Auction tomorrow morning, and it’s a wholesome outing for the whole family.

01/05/2023

At first glance, the quietly-confident Bronwyn Hutchins seems like one more passionate staff member at the Secret Garden Community Hub. Today, she is in her element, supporting participants to create bird feeders which are made from repurposed timber. Her career story may seem like any other. However, upon listening to this passionate Hawkesbury local share her reflections, it becomes clear very quickly that this is an extraordinary story of healing, of immense courage, and of personal growth. Most of all, this is an all-round extraordinary human being.

“This is the first disability organisation that I’ve worked for,” says Bronwyn. “I actually got this job through the Work for the Dole program. I was working at the old Opal Cottage premises, which used to be in the [Orange Grove Mall] carpark. I chose that job because I was living in College Street and didn’t have a car, so I found that I could walk to Opal Cottage. It’s the only reason I chose it, but then, I just fell in love with it. Almost eight years later, I haven’t left.”

Bronwyn left school at the end of year 10. She had three children between the age of 18 and 24. Following this time, she experienced mental health complications, and was devastated to lose the custody of her children.

She says, “I went through some very deep depression and anxiety, and it led to drug abuse. I figured, you know, ‘I can’t lose anything else; I’ve lost my kids…’, and I was addicted to speed for ten years. I had to leave that relationship to get out of it. Best move of my life.”
Without any external psychiatric support, Bron began her own remarkable self-directed recovery from addiction, and she attributes a part of that recovery to her role at the Secret Garden.

“The Secret Garden is my happy place. The people here support me,” she says. “I’m just happy when I come here. This is my place. It has helped me a lot. It’s given me this new outlook on life. I still have my days where the depression will kick back in, but most of the time, I can just come to the Garden and it gives me that ‘something’ – whatever it is – which helps me.”

With so many benefits to the Secret Garden Community Hub playing a holistic mental health role for so many different types of people, we ask Bronwyn if there’s any one aspect of the site which helps her in particular.

She ponders for a moment, and says, “When I was in highschool, I was a bit of a loner; I didn’t really have friends. When I was a young mum, I couldn’t really make friends then either, because I was with kids. When I did the drugs, no friends. So, through the Secret Garden, I’ve developed friendships. I’ve developed connections with people. That’s the thing I used to lack in my life. I didn’t feel like I fit in anywhere, but I fit in here. Yeah, that’s maybe the way to say it. I fit here. I never thought I’d work in disability, but here I am. I just love my job.”

When Bronwyn is asked what she would say to anyone thinking about a career as a disability support worker, she smiles broadly in the way that inspires all who meet her, and she simply says, “Go for it.”

To get involved with North West Disability Services' Mates Shed and other Secret Garden Community Hub programs, visit https://www.secretgarden.org.au/ to get started.

[Photo and story by Rozzie on the Road]

Thanks for all the amazing feedback, Hawkesbury. I really appreciate it. Like I said to the wonderful "Take A Bow" group...
03/04/2023

Thanks for all the amazing feedback, Hawkesbury. I really appreciate it. Like I said to the wonderful "Take A Bow" group the other day, I can't seem to stop being a storyteller whether I'm paid for it or not.

But... without your trust, without your participation in the conversation, and without your story, there really is no storyteller.

I remain grateful and humbled by the constant encouragement I get from Hawkesbury humans from all walks of life. Without you I wouldn't be able to enjoy this.. um.... thing... that I have been doing all these years.

I don't make any money from it but I welcome donations. You can throw me a tip at the link here: https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/diversehawkesbury

Other than that, I really just do it to try and make sure we're all hearing the different perspectives of different locals all the time, and making sure we remember our responsibility to build communities that children can grow up in safe and sound, happy, nurtured, hopeful and kind. I just take joy in the fact that people enjoy the stories and any other benefit to doing it is a bonus for me. So, thanks.

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TAKE A BOW DRAMA PLAYGROUP:Stacey Papdi harnesses wisdom from her lived experience with postnatal depression to help Haw...
02/04/2023

TAKE A BOW DRAMA PLAYGROUP:
Stacey Papdi harnesses wisdom from her lived experience with postnatal depression to help Hawkesbury families via her drama playgroup program.

It mightn't be the first calendar day of autumn, but it's the first REAL day of autumn. I know this because I've finally been able to bust out a warm woolly jumper for the first time in 2023. With this pleasantry in mind, I head down to the hall on the corner of Blacktown Road and Gorrick's Lane.

It's such a peaceful place. At a time that feels like a thousand years ago, I was a kid plodding my horse along this very road, new to the Hawkesbury myself, all awonder at her beauty. Now, I see this picturesque neighbourhood making new locals happy too, and it’s only its precarious existence on the edge of the river flats that has it looking precisely as it did when I was the age of the little girl I now see arriving with her mother. I’m so glad this place is still green, full of chirping birds… its sky open and crisp with only the air that feels the way it does between Dyarubbin’s prostrate boughs. This is a place that should be shared, and it would seem that the little hall and memorial was built with this in mind.

I hear from Take A Bow’s attendees their stories of their relatively recent arrival to the area. My heart delights in their fresh energy. We need them, and we should be supporting them to grow and thrive in health and happiness. I’m so glad to see these new families exploring our old places, and with new people and new programs supporting the psychosocial needs of the community.

Once inside, I see that there are several babies already making themselves at home, breastfeeding is happening, and there are shakers made from P.E.T. bottles, colourful repurposed tins, and scarves in irresistible bright colours strewn across a gym mat. The toddlers get stuck in, and the parents are already chatting away. The little old hall has hosted so many gatherings, but today it has been transformed into a safe haven for children to enjoy their most natural impulse – play!

To ensure that everyone is well and truly warmed up, Stacey Papdi - Take A Bow creator and passionate secondary school drama teacher - asks one question of the participants:

“What is a good friend?”

The group works their way around the circle, offering their own answers. In some way, everyone's answer is unique, but in other ways, the group identifies a few common threads.

The best possible foundations for new friendships are laid today at Take A Bow. Stacey's expertise in developing this structured program is an authoritative foundation for attendees of all ages. We are even joined by a family with an 8 year-old girl, which is generally outside the target age group of children 0-5 years, but the Hawkesbury homeschooling population is plentiful, and the 8 year old is one such child blessed with the opportunity to learn in a personally-tailored program. The Take A Bow program fulfils several curriculum areas in one session. Stacey’s quick to meet the girl at her stage, providing age-appropriate challenges.

Soon, as humans so enchantingly do, the attendees, whether they've been previously known to one another or not, begin to weave a group magic of their own.

Another game soon follows, with a game called, "Throwing Sound". Participants throw an imaginary ball of sound - perhaps a "woop-woop!", or some other vocalisation - which is caught on the other side of the circle by its intended recipient, who repeats the sound, before "throwing" a new sound to someone else. The game results in contagious laughter, and before long, one observes that the program is just as beneficial for the parents as it is for the children. More ensemble-based exercises continue, with parent-to-child attachment most beautifully observed during a poetry-based confidence-builder, wherein parents were invited to recite a simple poem with their child, becoming all at once the performer, the totally-engaged parent for their child, and a model for other attendees.

The children, observing their caregivers’ relaxed and happy states, begin to make new connections of their own. This is true both of their interpersonal experience and of their neurological development. I can see so many of the children relishing the moment in which they gaze into their caregiver’s eyes, in a moment loaded with feelings of security, healthy attachment, and enjoyment. For any of us in the business of delivering evidence-based mental health support in individuals, families and groups, this is an instantly-recognisable moment; one that is rich in long-lasting health benefits. And yes, there’s a grandparent here today too. This program supports families holistically, based on games, toys, language development and roleplay. It’s old-fashioned, well-proven goodness, and it easily bridges generational gaps.

This is a quite deliberate strategy. Stacey describes her own lived experience with postnatal depression as an inspiration for her project:

"I came up with the idea when my husband and Esther and I were coming home from holidays," she explains. "We went camping up at Hat Head, near Kempsey. At that point in time I was feeling good, as I do now. I think in that point of basic recovery from postnatal depression, I had this brainwave of, ‘I really love teaching, I’ve always loved teaching,’ and I felt that aspects of my postnatal depression stemmed from missing teaching, and missing the kids that I worked with. So, I think, considering how much I’ve always loved drama and always believed in the therapeutic benefits of drama – as opposed to just the ‘loud kid’ standing on a stage being really loud – there’s also that element of real focus and quietness with drama. In that moment when I felt well, I had this moment of inspiration, thinking, ‘This could be something that is really good for me, first and foremost, but also really good for community… for building community.”

Stacey says that adults go through a phase of finding new identity when becoming a parent or carer.

“There’s that moment of identity, when you’re there with your child or children, and you’re a bit ‘standing behind’ your child, if that makes sense, like a musician with a guitar that they hide behind. There’s an element, sometimes, of being a parent, where you’re hiding a bit behind your child, because they’re so vivacious [or otherwise energy-dominant].
“So, I think, in doing this playgroup, sometimes you see parents come in, and they’re a bit ‘behind’ the pram, or holding their child, feeling very ‘behind’ their child. I think that even with the ‘Throwing Sound’ activity, in the first round, each parent was asking their child, ‘Okay, which sound do you want to throw?’, and it was nice seeing how patient they were with their child. But you could see each parent – in an effort to quicken up the game - thinking of which sound they could make which might be fun. With that, as the sessions have progressed, it transforms from something where a parent has just ‘been there with their child’, to something that has been beneficial for parents too. They are speaking with other parents and their children, and having a little go at things themselves.”

The idea for “Take A Bow” began as a simply-structured drama activity just for children, but it was a conversation with a local beautician which helped Stacey to develop her idea into one which benefits an entire family:

“Randomly, I went to a beautician in Richmond. She’s a lovely lady, and I was speaking to her about my idea. She said, ‘Oh, I thought that what you were saying was that it’s not just the parents sitting down while the kids do drama; I thought that it was more an idea where the parents are playing with their children and learning to play again.’ She was telling me about her son doing speech therapy and that she loved to join in on those sessions because she learned the games she should be playing with him, which greatly improved his speech.

“So, after having that eyebrow appointment with her, I thought, ‘Oh! This is a nice way to look at it; as a chance for parents to get back to that child-like sense of play. Playing with their children and with other children, and playing with other parents, you really can’t lose. It *will* be fun. In the second half of each session, the free play is very open-ended, and I love to see what games the children will come up with. The beauty of it is not that you have all these big ‘gadget’ type toys. I like to work as a minimalist type of performer on stage and I don’t like big sets… I don’t like big costumes… I like repurposing things. A hat or a scarf or a tie can create a character. In that way, in the same sense, I’ve tried to stick with making the ordinary extraordinary.”

You can attend Take A Bow on Wednesdays and Fridays between 10:00am-11:00am, at 194 Blacktown Road, Freemans Reach. The cost is $5 per child between 0-5 years, and $10 per child aged 6-12 years. Please bring cash on the day.

Call 0450 161 773, or email [email protected] for more information.
Follow Take a Bow - Drama Playgroup on Facebook and Instagram to stay across their news, sessions and events!

AN EXTENDED INTERVIEW WITH PETER HAYNESof Peter Haynes PerspectivesThe quiet photographer from South Windsor, who - just...
02/04/2023

AN EXTENDED INTERVIEW WITH PETER HAYNES
of Peter Haynes Perspectives
The quiet photographer from South Windsor, who - just quietly - won the biggest three-day event in the southern hemisphere.

When local photographer Peter Haynes started adding a discreet link in the captions of his photos suggesting that supporters might like to “buy a coffee” - that is, donate the value of a coffee to a crowdfund to support his work – I thought to myself that I would rather enjoy buying him an actual coffee and a bit of breakfast. However, I had a secret agenda. I wanted to hear – and share - his story.

The moment you ask someone to share their story and have their portrait taken is always an exciting one. You never really can pick who the camera-shy ones are. Sometimes loud people are camera-shy, which is always weird. The other day in Richmond Park, an older woman chatted my ear off for an hour, and I felt sure she’d enjoy letting me take her portrait, but she just about disappeared into her cute little red hat when I asked her if I might take her photograph. Nevermind. You can’t win them all.

Conversely, Peter’s quiet, intelligent nature didn’t necessarily make it obvious to me whether he would consent to be interviewed and photographed. What happens when you ask a photographer to pose for a portrait? I suppose I was about to find out.

I should have known that he would be an easygoing, curious and kind person. Perhaps he was as curious about me as I was about him. Perhaps he just loves the idea of someone home-delivering some coffee. Perhaps he’s just humouring me because he's a really nice person.

For whatever reason, I’m welcomed warmly into his South Windsor home, and immediately upon entering the living room, a striking photograph catches my eye. However, it’s not one of Peter’s. It’s a photograph of Peter, astride a highly-educated horse in full Prix St George+ get-up, competing.

“Ah, and there you are,” I exclaim involuntarily, examining the photo at close range. This is a world I know well, too. I can just about hear the squeak of the leather and feel the gentle contact of the horse’s mouth on my fingers. Arguably, the best days of my life were spent at my riding instructor’s safe and loving home, on her horses. Those days ended far too abruptly. This means I’m excited to hear the story of this man’s eventing success. I am in for a real treat of vicarious enjoyment if I can get Peter Haynes talking. As it turns out, conversation begins to flow effortlessly, and we get on just fine. It even turns out that he is personally acquainted with the instructor who unknowingly saved my life in teenhood - Judy Fasher.

We're away. Warm baked goods, coffee and pleasantries are distributed between us, and the interview begins. Now that I’m seated on his couch and facing his office walls, two more walls graced with photos of Peter’s favourite eventing moments come into my view.

Long before we were suddenly referred to as “equestrians” by the great unhorsed, the sport of eventing was done by eventers. And what an eventer Peter Haynes has been in his lifetime.

Originally calling his page “In the Limelight”, Peter describes the first posts on the page as being his initial foray into sharing media of any sort. What you mightn’t know is that this pastime of Peter’s actually goes back over twenty years, and his more focused pursuit of photography and videography began because of a traumatic fall from a horse.

“It was in the early 2000s,” he explains. “In 2001, I broke my back and I couldn’t compete for six months or more. We had just bought a video camera not long before that. It came with crappy editing software, and I had nothing else better to do, so I read books about it. I’m not the sort of person who sits around and does nothing. I’ve always had an interest in technology since I was a little kid. In the seventies, for example, there wasn’t much by way of technology but I was one of the first kids with a digital watch. I saved up for it!
“I started playing around with video, and I’d never done anything like it before. I’d only ever videoed horses. I told Heath Ryan that I was doing it, and he said, ‘Oh, why don’t you do my stallion videos?’ So it went on from there. When he was at the National Championships in 2002, I was videoing him. He encouraged me to do some interviews too, and put them all together. The organiser of the CDI (Concours de Dressage International) saw them on YouTube and said, ‘Okay, if you’re going to do this, we need to get you on board!’”

For the next ten years, Peter was the resident videographer for the Sydney CDI event, posting daily highlights and interviews of the world’s finest competitors.
Peter retired from eventing in 2008, when he became a parent.

“I couldn’t be a good competitor and a parent, in my mind. I just couldn’t do both. It was the obvious choice, and I’d also been competing for decades at that point. I’d had enough. Most people don’t like hearing that, but you can love horses and still not ride them. I still coach quite heavily though.”

As with so many people whose work revolved around an in-person economy, his videography work was heavily impacted by COVID-19, forcing some evaluation and adjustment.

“It wasn’t til covid hit that I lost about half or two-thirds of my coaching clients,” Peter says.

Fortunately, drone technology has progressed quickly, making it accessible for all sorts of new ventures. Peter was quick to recognise this, and his fondness for learning and utilising new technology came to the fore.

“I had a drone, but you can’t fly a big drone in this area, and DJI had just come out with this thing called a ‘Mini 3 Pro’. It’s sub-250 grams, so you can fly it here at certain times,” says Peter.

“It’s heavily restricted because of the RAAF base. I thought to myself, ‘Maybe I can get some horse videos,’ still thinking I’d try to make money out of the horse industry. As much as I put myself out there, I still wasn’t getting enough work.”

This lack of sustainable income from videography involving horses might have been an unpleasant reality at the time, but it was the final push that saw Peter producing his signature images of well-loved Hawkesbury heritage buildings and landscapes… the sort of image that has pleased thousands of locals online for free each week. Today, he has over 3,700 followers on Facebook, and a growing list of private and corporate clients.

But Peter’s generous and humble with the story of his learning journey, saying that his ability took work and dedication to develop, and sometimes from unlikely (and very accessible) learning sources.

He says, “I checked out this guy called ‘QuickAss Tutorials’ on YouTube. He’s really funny. I like him because he’s really pragmatic. He said to go and shoot sunrises and sunsets, and include local historical buildings if you want to make money. And that’s the thing; I originally started this because I needed to make money. It’s not the normal story of a photographer, where people think you have a great love of art. I didn’t have a great love of photography. But I started to develop an appreciation for what makes a good photograph.”

I mention to Peter the happy Facebook comments from locals, for whom Peter’s photographs of Hawkesbury landmarks and landscapes strike an emotional chord.

“We only see the world through our own perspective,” responded Peter. “A reason why I used the word ‘perspectives’ instead of ‘photography’ in ‘Peter Haynes Perspectives’ was because I’m always trying to see the world through other peoples’ points of view (which is not the best way to live life a lot of the time). But I try to reply to every comment, and the only comments I don’t reply to are the ones where I don’t really know how to reply to them; if they’re negative. Even then, if you take the one that someone posted about a building ruining the history and heritage of the area, I mean, you’re probably not wrong! I actually thought the same thing; it’s a shame that the [Macquarie Street apartment] building is there, but it’s a good thing to juxtapose the historical and the modern. But I don’t know how to reply to negative comments like that. It’s not a criticism of me. I mean, what am I going to say? ‘Yeah that building sucks!’…?” Peter chuckles.

He's got a point. So often, the reaction of the online viewer is so immediate and so visceral, they will often shoot the messenger, when really, photography is just a reflection of us all. I prompt Peter to expand on the psychology of the community’s responses.

Peter lives in the real world about antisocial online behaviour. He says, “If I’m not more centred and aware, I might react badly. But at the end of the day, you can’t take it personally. That’s not a criticism of my photograph. Even if someone does criticise my photograph, that’s really just a subjective opinion. If I put a photograph up and someone says it’s a s**t photograph, that still just says a lot about them and doesn’t say a whole lot about the photograph. I’ve had to learn that.”

I ask Peter if he plans to keep toddling along, doing what he’s been doing.

“Well, that’s kind of what I’ve always done! People say I have to enter competitions, and things like that. I honestly don't know."

I send myself on a bum steer when I suggest to Peter that he comes across as someone who trusts his own instinct, and that this seems to generally work for him. I love his answer. I love it when I get someone wrong, because it’s often in these moments when they unapologetically and succinctly define themselves.

He says, “I’m very pragmatic and analytical. I’ve learned to trust me. It depends how you define ‘instinct’. I don’t have enough ‘instinct’ in photography yet, because I haven’t done enough of it to trust it; does that make sense? When you’ve been in a situation many times, you get these intuitive feelings. I can look at a horse in the paddock and know when it’s sick. I can look a horse going cross-country and say, ‘That horse is going to take off soon’… and it’s not always the case but you get a feeling. That’s intuition. I haven’t done this enough to get ‘intuitive’ or ‘instinctive’ about this. Maybe to be instinctive means you’re more born with it. The word being thrown around as well is ‘artist’, and, well, I don’t understand that, because I don’t see myself as an artist. I have artistic merits, obviously, but really, I just edit a picture til it looks nice.”

I ask Peter if I am more accurate to describe him as a self-directed learner.

“Oh, absolutely,” he says, “Everything I’ve done, I’ve learned myself.”

He also describes the line between not taking public opinion personally but also taking responsibility for what he shares online.

“I like to put things out that – to me – are a positive way of looking at things. It’s not that I’m an overly positive person, but I just don’t want to be overly negative, either. I’m becoming aware that an image has influence. And to some people, it’s more than others. I’m surprised how much impact this has had, but I also realise it’s only scratching the surface. I’m still relatively unknown, and it’s nice that a few people are enjoying my photography. Ultimately, what I’d love to do is make a living out of it. I can’t afford to do this as a hobby… it’s a bloody expensive hobby. I put a link up for people to donate, but it’s not a sustainable income.”

When I ask Peter what sort of work he’d really like to be doing in the future, he smiles and recalls a recent event in Windsor’s George Street pedestrian mall.

“I enjoyed Saturday night,” he says, gesturing to a few photos of the Elvis impersonator he snapped dancing with a delighted local child. “I’m not an unsociable person, but I’m not an extrovert. I’m more of an introvert. I’m not the person who goes out there and parties. I’d rather sit down and have a conversation than go to a party. But I enjoy seeing people enjoy themselves, and I really liked that community event. I also recently shot at Cooks Shed, and I enjoyed that too. I’d never done anything like that before and it was good. But I enjoy pretty much everything. And this is what I’m learning about myself.. I just enjoy creating. I enjoy coaching riding, because it’s creating a better experience for people with their horses. I tend to over-analyse things sometimes, but I’m learning to use my brain for good and not evil, instead of analysing all the bad things in life. I suppose that’s why I do tend to look at things a little more constructively as opposed to negatively. But yeah, I just enjoy creating. If that makes me an artist, I suppose that’s what an artist does.”

I ask Peter if he thinks photography is more a craft than an art.

He says, “Yeah, it’s more the craft of it. But then again, I’m not a crafty person. I was a real technician with my riding. I started as a boy from the bush, who inexplicably rides very classically. The reason I rode classically is because that’s what the world’s best did. So in my photography, I see good photographs, and I try to emulate what that goodness is. If someone takes a great photograph of a building, there’s no point in me then going and taking that same photograph, but I see what they do and try to emulate that in my own creative way."

He relates this ability to self-evaluate to riding and coaching, too.

He says, "With my coaching, I’m honest. If people want their egos flattered, I’m the worst coach in the world. You don’t get to international level with someone going, ‘oh that’s wonderful!’ all the time. I’m not rude, but if you actually want to learn to ride, I’m a good coach. And I think that’s again me emulating what I have learned into my own style. I think that’s how we do things. I don’t think anyone ever wakes up and says, ‘I’m going to create something completely original that’s never been thought of before!’ If you watch every movie, it’s the same movie. It’s the same script. It’s the same plot lines. There are maybe three or four plot lines in movies. There’s not much more than that. It’s just how it’s told. I guess that’s what – to me – creativity is. There are only so many ways you can take a photograph, but it’s the way you tell the story about what you’ve taken. Again, a lot of the time, I don’t know what I’ve done, but I know it looks good. When you think about it, a horse person going into photography makes sense. Well, to me, it makes sense. It’s a normal evolution. I don’t think I could be doing what I do with photography without all the other history. But I think that’s anyone, really. I don’t think anyone does anything without some sort of evolution into it.”

And for anyone thinking of trying something new that you’ve never tried before, I ask Peter what his little nugget of wisdom might be. He doesn’t disappoint.

He pauses thoughtfully, and says, “Learn what you can. If it’s a passion, obsess over it! Learn what you can, where you can. Keep your mind open. It’s generic advice, but it’s true. That’s what I’ve done. Even if I look at a bad photograph, I don’t just accept that that’s a bad photograph. I think about WHY it’s a bad photograph, and in that way, and if you put it into the right context, a bad photograph can be a good photograph. It’s the context, and the story you tell with it. Just keep learning. If you’re not willing to obsess over it, maybe it’s not for you. I don’t know if that’s good advice.”

Yeah nah, that's pretty solid advice, Peter.

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You can view Peter's amazing photos at his page called 'Peter Haynes Perspectives' and also follow him on Instagram at https://www.instagram.com/peterhaynesperspectives/

PHOTO 1: Peter competing at Adelaide 3DE (three day event), photo by Roger Fitzharding.

PHOTO 2: Peter at home in South Windsor, photo by Rozzie Chia Davis

To contact Peter about photography, videography and aerial vision services, go here: www.peterhaynes.biz

To get info about his services on coaching and other horse-related stuff, go here: www.peterhaynes.com.au

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