06/20/2025
With the next 2 weekends off while I wait for my Flagstaff 4th of July Art in the Park show, I have a ton of time, and a bunch of angst, and a great deal of misplaced energy chasing feminine connection, which has been unpredictable and unproductive to say the least...so, I'm done with that, letting go of silly attachments, reclaiming my energy, and instead circling up all of the instruments Nora gave me or left behind, and redirecting that energy into developing some better creative skill and comforting comfort learning them. Ukulele, bongos, drum, and out of view is the Cajón, I'm sitting on. I already have a little experience with the Uke, so its nice to rediscover that. Day 3, multiple hours per day alternating with each, and I feel better and better....other than thinking about last year's tax extension that I am putting off...ugh!