11/16/2021
Hi friends + followers! ๐โจ Long time no talk. I took an unintentional pause from posting and sharing on here in the beginning of September and somehow itโs now almost Thanksgiving! Goodness! Time is such a thief. Buckle up, this is a long one.
I honestly stepped away not because I have nothing to share or post or for lack of creative work + art to display of your beautiful families and businesses and brands (I actually have a lot to say, none of it relating to photography. Shocker Iโm sure โบ๏ธ๐๐คช.) I stepped away because if you recall I named 2021 my year for healing and I have gained such an awareness of what I need to be my best and highest self. (SO much to share on this journey but wow does it feel good to step in my power. I am so proud of this version of Caitlin and it has been such a gift to consciously work through so many emotional pains and traumas and triggers. If you have any questions about this I could write a novel (and hopefully will one day) and would be honored to hold space for you and answer any questions!) Anywho, when my plate is full, something has to go. My family and myself will always be my unapologetic priority. I also need to gain clarity on my โwhyโ for IG. One of my favorite lyrics in one of my favorite songs by Tracy Chapman (Fast Car) says, โme, myself, I got nothing to prove.โ And I believe that with my whole heart and entire being. You, me, none of us have anything to prove. In our work. In our homes. In how we dress or where we live. I have nothing to prove in my work as a photographer. Am I posting for hearts and comments? Am I posting to share my heart? Am I posting for connection? Approval? Or because Iโm going into people pleasing mode and think you want me to share what I have captured of you? Once I know my Why, I have a feeling Iโll be back more regularly and weโll pick up where we left off.
Since my last post I turned 36 (and was serenaded by a singing gorilla), my little sister got married (it was the most lovely, special day and she was a beautiful princess Bohemian bride), my husband and I went into our kids school for the first time a couple weeks ago and loved every single (continued in comments)โฌ๏ธ