08/29/2026
Heya friends. I'm coming with some (sorta?) unexpected news. After taking some time to work on myself & my mental health, I've decided that dropping the photog biz for now (& maybe forever, who knows?) is something that is in my best interest.
As I've said many times, I started photography by getting into nature & learning about nature. Finding random bugs, searching for birds, chasing butterflies, & admiring plants. I stepped into the business side of it for the sake of those close to me that wanted photos on a whim & they graciously encouraged me to make something of myself with it. While I am very thankful that I have grown this business with each & every session, I just can't say that this is something I want to do with my life. I don't know all the bits & pieces of lighting, composition, locations, pricing, outfits, tips, editing or anything that gives me true confidence in what I'm doing. I went from appreciating nature to being inconvenienced by its inconsistencies. Finding the perfect background for my clients, looking for the perfect location, the perfect lighting, & the perfect pose. I went from loving everything about nature to being overly critical of it. It's a totally different game when you photograph people compared to nature. I wasn't prepared & I should've given myself more space to learn before taking on too much.
I want to learn to love photography again without all the technicalities of it... away from social media where things are harshly criticized & never loved by everyone. The thing I've always loved about my nature photography is that I've always been so proud of it, & I didn't need everyone else to love it too. I didn't need anyone to love it or give me feedback or pay me. I just did it because I thought that what I saw was an important memory I wanted to keep for myself. I wasn't doing it for anyone else.
All of this to say that I truly do appreciate everyone who gave me the coolest opportunities to learn & grow in portrait photography. I've met some awesome people, built amazing relationships, & found myself in ways I never would have without this business. I will still do sessions for family & close friends but I will not be taking any other clients. Thank you for supporting Focal Photography by Ashton as a business, but I need to draw that back in to what I originally loved because I need that. Remember, finding space for your mental health is okay. We all have things we love, things we hate, & things we do because we think we should. I've felt all of those things during my journey in portrait photography. I'm ready to end that cycle now.
Thank you forever,
Ashton ❤️
p.s. - if you are family or one of those close friends, reach out to me on my personal Facebook. I will no longer be checking with this page. 🫶🏼