05/13/2026
Suspended Voices: A Reflection on the Messy Beauty of the “In-Between” 🌬️🥀
I’ve sat on this video for about eight months. To be honest, as a professional photographer, I struggled with the urge to keep it hidden. Moving pictures is a medium I am still very much a stranger to. It isn’t my forte, and without the professional help I had originally hoped for, I felt a sense of hesitation. I saw only the technical gaps.
But the longer I sit with these frames, the more I realize that perfection was never the point.
When I made this last September and finalized it in October, I was walking through a season that felt like a whirlwind. I was navigating heavy life transitions, pouring myself into PhD applications, and preparing to walk across a stage. I was doing the best I could with what I had and what I knew at the time.
Now, looking back with fresh eyes, I’m proud of this. Not because the filming is “perfect,” but because the feeling is real.
In honor of Mental Health Awareness Month, I’m finally sharing Suspended Voices. It’s an exploration of the many faces of mental health and the radical beauty that art can offer when we use it as a safe space for healing. For me, the journey has always been a mosaic: it’s the quiet strength of medication, the hard work of therapy, and the visceral, somatic release of the aerial hoop and the earth beneath my feet.
This project served as the headfront of my MAE thesis and is the foundation for the doctoral studies I’ll be continuing this fall. It’s a reminder that we don’t have to be “experts” in a medium for it to save us. We just have to be willing to show up.
If you’d like to dive deeper into the subject and the heart behind these images, my full thesis is available to download and read at the link in my bio. 📖✨
Here is to the “in-between” seasons, to the new mediums that challenge us, and to the courage it takes to remain suspended.