06/18/2026
I was at a light…spacing. Thinking about *everything* at once.
Because I was having that very realistic (re: laughable) debate/run on sentence of a thought in my head with no end, you know the kind?
Ex: I wanna be a stay at home mom but God, you have blessed me with this photography gift and boy do I enjoy it wow I need to w**d all my garden beds wew that takes a lot o’ minutes and I also need to fit in a workout today because I’m getting older and need to strengthen this bod post four children OH THAT EMAIL I NEVER RESPONDED TO we are out of groceries and I need to meal plan I’m not even homeschooling this month, how the heck am I gonna do three students in our homeschool this year I really want more slow, soulful time with my kids but I also want to build a garage addition to our house and after this doctor appt this morning i need to plug in my camera batteries soon as in home for tonights family session.
Then, I shoot my husband a text sitting at said light just to pile it on thicker, “How are we gonna pay for college? What’s the plan?” 😂
He immediately calls me, laughing, because he knows how my brain works.
I look in the rear view, tune back into the music in my car, and my two year old is praising in her car seat. As the lyrics boom through the stereo:
“I see the evidence of Your goodness
All over my life, all over my life
I see Your promises in fulfillment
All over my life, all over my life.”
I laugh to myself, the light turns green, and my run on sentence in my brain ends. How faithful He has been to us. How could I forget such GOOD and LOVE for ANY length of a moment? The four souls strapped into my mini van are proof of his provision + goodness all by itself.
The beauty of being reminded of it all by the smallest little soul in my car. How humbling.
