29/06/2023
12. Petr Antonov. “Ruins”. Petr Antonov takes images of destroyed, collapsing temples. Antonov’s ruins are similar to lost, unreachable, Promised Land of total happiness that though being ruined still exist through his work. Antonov shows Orthodox Christianity as some fundamental experience: a premonition of super valuableness of being because of divine purpose and super goal of earthly life that is just a special case of being, that prepares a man to eternal life. At the same time asceticism, vanity of worldly life, perishability is relevant to the work. Despite this, romantic feeling of still not lost knowledge and a possibility of a new bloom (of a spirituality? culture? or maybe something we don’t know about?) is also present in the project. However, ruins in the work of Antonov are symbolizing not much a culture or a spirituality of modern Russia, but resurrecting a space which is forgotten and lost; knowledge that has been here someday in the past, and that Antonov tries to keep, save from total disappearance. One of the main questions of Antonov is: “where are those God-bearing people” and “pious ancestors”, were they ever existing? Destroyed temples, being ruled by nature are regenerating and presenting a new state of sacredness. Squalor (in-deity) of ruins, forgotten, standing on the wastelands or in vanished, abandoned villages, existing out of time are symbolizing a victory of life over death. At the first glance it seems that temples are dead, but they are actually in the power of nature, they have been reborn into something new and despite the fact that they are destroyed, the life is pulsating through them as if the nature itself were serving a prayer here. These dead-alive constructions that has overcame itself, are existing between the heaven and earth at the same time, and are metaphors of the life process itself, of our existence, constantly resurrecting awareness of being. Or maybe it is a soul, aiming to the sky, but living on a ground that has let it go and which obtains a new state of a prayer. Presence of Christ in these places, and consequently, in works, feels stronger than in new temples and their photographs. Antonov enjoys peace, spirit of the abandoned shrines. He finds pacification and reconciliation with reality, with earthly life, life in modern Russia, with time in which we live - in the process of shooting. Compositionally and in color close to perfection classical landscapes are revealing compassion and at the same time melancholy, relevant to the author, that are linked to the experience about the fate of the motherland, culture, time, modern man and the world as a whole. Though obtaining peace through the shooting, author transfers to the viewer a feeling of fullness and serenity. “All is the will of God” – say the ruins and Antonov echoes them. Antonov, who ‘has seen the evening light’ through his work transfers some special state that he draws as from faith, as well as from nature, bringing a viewer the feeling of quiet grace, good news about possible resurrection, and overcoming of the death. Shooting a classical landscape, Antonov creates majestic monuments of the time – as a present, as well as past and future. Peering into destroyed temples as if he was peering into modernity, timelessness or eternity itself he is like saying us: “This will pass too”. Dying, our body is coming back to earth, to be eaten by worms, and the soul goes to another age. Same in Antonov’s work: something has died, but something totally different has been born on its place. Maybe, it is Russia itself has died and resurrected in an attempt to obtain something ancient and forgotten, but discovering something brand new. And if His Spirit, immortal Soul went to another age, to other space, if we are left alone, we still remember that they exist, and Antonov’s works are the evidence of it, that are waiting, waiting for His return.