18/04/2025
#3
Aslmlkm, F/27..
Mine was love cm arrange marriage. Husband bheje the rishta 2 yrs ago, he was my classmate . I thought he loves me so much that's y after so many yrs.. he convinced his parents and sent them . I agreed, my parents agreed. After wedding I understood.. he just married me to show off to his friends as i didn't show any interest during school or after that...
Till date never takes me out, no gifts, no shopping..not for eids or birthdays or anniversaries.. always excuses.. when i asked him what's the problem he says he feels awkward to take me out. I managed as i would atleast get the love and affection at home...but after pregnancy and childbirth.. there's lack of communication, no intimacy .. everything faded...
I feel guilty sometimes to have given birth... So many things running on my mind.. Either he lost interest in me, I'm no longer attractive, is there someone else in his life?.. I'm feeling so bad of being rejected and being undesirable to my husband...
When i asked him the reason there's no love or intimacy between us... He just asked me...Did u marry me only for s*x?? I was shattered.. is there any wrong in expecting respect and love from our husband?? I know his work is going good.. no problems at workplace... ..
Just i see the face of my little one and hide my tears .. try to behave as if nothing happened.. I'm now nothing but a maid at home... Who takes care of his food, clothes etc.. He comes home , sit infront of TV till 1am and then take the fone (PUBG) till 3-4am and turns over and goes to sleep.. .. what to do in this situation??
Confession of Hyderabad
