05/04/2021
I'm sharing this here - because as an advocate for women I cannot in good conscience hide it.
It's long, but please read.
JB ###
I took this photo almost a year ago. I did two shoots that day. I remember doing this with my amazing helper Karen, and my daughter is at screen left. I had put this off for literally years.
I wasn't thin enough, tanned enough, fit enough. I shared this photo for my podcast with the incredible Shooting it RAW. I am proud of this photo, and proud of me for being brave.
I can say, hand on my heart. I have been brave.
Before my MRI on the 26th of March, I had been informed that my best course of treatment was to have a radical hysterectomy. Due to some janky, trauma wiring in my brain I kept repeating to myself as "TOTALLY RADICAL!!!" in a Spicoli-esque surfer patois.
My tumor was estimated at 2cm. I had come to terms with it. I had explained to my daughter that there are healthy and unhealthy cells, and I was going to have those unhealthy cells removed.
That made sense.
I received a phone call on Wednesday evening. I had been calling QMH that day, and if you think you've had an annoying game of telephone ping pong with an airline or phone provider, I see you and raise you. Finally, I was called back and told "The Plan Has Changed".
The tumor is larger than first thought, which doesn't make the diagnosis worse... or so I've been led to believe.
I will be started on radiation and chemotherapy. My hearing test is scheduled for Tuesday, 13th April, the day after my daughter's 9th Birthday. Apparently, chemo can mess with your hearing.
The things we learn.
I'm scared. Really scared. I oscillate between extreme optimism, visualising my tumour shrinking and fading away, to wanting to run away to Australia to my childhood home and saying goodbye to everyone I love.
I'm planning a Fundraiser at my beloved studio in the next month or so - I will be auctioning first edition pieces, but in the meantime, please consider buying my art if you have the means. I always thought my photography would be my legacy, but I now think it's sharing this story, in real time, in realness.
Link to my online store here - https://www.juliabroad.com/artwork
It's not quite finished, but I don't have the luxury of time to make it perfect anymore.
For those of your overseas, my gofundme may be found here - https://gofund.me/9a85c758
JB xx