27/03/2026
It’s been one of those weeks...
Both boys being poorly, ear infections, broken sleep, the kind of days where you’re running on empty, in constant demand and just craving five minutes to yourself! The kind where you feel a bit touched out, a bit snappy, a bit "not quite like the mum you want to be" 😮💨
Last night, was one of those...I just wanted him to go to sleep quickly, so I could have some time by myself, but as I lay there with my eldest, he snuggled right into me, wrapped his arm around my neck and said
“N'night Mummy, Love you...thank you for helping me feel better.”
And just like that, everything softened.
After he fell asleep, I stayed there a little bit longer, staring at his face
Wondering when his chubby cheeks, got less squishy?
When did those crazy long eyelashes start looking so grown up?
When did that little dimple chin become more subtle?
..When did he get so big?
And then the good ol' Mum guilt crept in… for all the moments this week where I felt overwhelmed, where I wished for space, where I wasn’t as patient as I’d hoped to be.
But in that quiet moment, with his face tucked into my neck, I realised something... That even the tired, overstimulated, not-so-patient version of me, that was still his safe place.
To him, I’m still the one who makes it better.
Still the one he reaches for.
Still the one he loves, without hesitation.
And even though the baby features are fading…
my baby is still there, just a little bit bigger 🤍
Thank you to Phoebe Bohemia Photography for capturing this beautiful photo of me and my "baby" 🥹🤎