28/05/2026
Isn't it fascinating how we are all wired so differently?
While many I know seem to welcome the onset of summer with open arms, I instead find myself recoiling. A little more restless, a little more melancholic. As the heat builds, the evenings elongate, and the sun-washed sky turns bluer, something in me grows heavier.
There is such a thing as Seasonal Affective Disorder, which is usually linked to winter’s darkness, yet mine feels strangely reversed — the brighter the world becomes, the dimmer I feel inside. A quiet, inexplicable sadness.
I rarely unpack my camera on hot, cloudless days, as it's just not the light I look for. But this scene spoke to me in a language I instantly understood. The harsh, brutal contrast of blazing sun against deep shadow was a perfect reflection of my own internal landscape. I saw myself embodied in that solitary foreground rock, holding its ground on the thin edge between light and dark.
It was a fleeting moment; minutes after I clicked the shutter, the sun shifted, and the rock was swallowed by the shadows. But in that brief window, the scene told my story.
Image: Blea Water