02/05/2026
Just a couple of weeks away from a finished office, it's time to start looking at new tips to go out on the old YT 🥳 I released a video every single week for almost 3 years, starting in 2020 just before Covid arrived. That's over 156 videos just on the schedule, but really, it was over 200. And then I stopped.
Although my time was prioritised to members and our online courses (there are 9 of those now), some of you know the real reason I pressed pause on the channels' weekly videos. That reason was my brain.
A life on the internet comes with pros and cons, but the biggest con comes when you put so much importance on creating that you leave your self-worth wrapped up in comments on content, and your mental health fragile in the process. Too fragile, as became clear.
My little pea brain started to make its own imaginary connections between entire demographics and bad apples. The second I noticed it was happening, I stopped releasing videos on a public platform. Because if you can't control your brain's rewiring, just cut power to the faulty switch.
It worked perfectly, and my brain rewired itself back to normal within 6 months. I focused on the members, courses and my other commitments instead, and released the odd video here and there. Every week or two, someone would ask when the next video is coming, or if I've stopped forever. My answer was always the same: "We have no current plans to release more videos on YouTube". (read: 'current')
Then we moved, a fresh start and oodles of shooting opportunities. It just didn't have a shooting area, but would have one 'soon'.
Those who have been here since forever will remember the old dining room YouTube set, with the stone and dark wood on one side and a bright yellow blind behind. You'll maybe remember the spell in the lounge (short, but essential for puppy zones in the other room!), and you'll also remember our purpose-built studio, where my corner was a happy place I loved working in.
The cottage at the farm was my new set as quickly as we could make it, but we were never going to be in here long term, so no colour, or art, or anything. I didn't want to film there for YT, so I waited for my office. 6 months became 12, which became 18 and then 24...
It's not quite done yet, but unless you've been following closely on stories or socials, you might not know about some other things that I'd rather we addressed before I start posting a few new things here and there to the old YT.
So that's what this video is for. To say hi to old friends, share a bit about what's been going on, thank the members for keeping me sane and busy with things to do, to cover losses and new faces, and share a bit about what I have in the pipeline for YT.
No, I won't be posting on a fixed schedule.
Yes, I'm still odd.
Yes, of course I'm here to help, for free, if you'll let me ❤️
You guys literally watched me and Dan get married (legit), so it's good to have a video here that we can link to if someone asks why I'm in a castle (I'm not!), who the spotty neds are, where Pip is, or if we added two new additions without mentioning anything to anyone at all.
Most of you know everything in here, so skip if you wish. Thank you for always being good eggs. Hopefully, I can repay the kindness with some useful stuff this year 🙌
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