20/03/2024
the longer I go without publishing anything, the less I feel like doing it later. in an effort to break this cycle, I've decided to start with something simple: a flower 🥀
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last year I did a lot of paid jobs and completed a couple of creative shoots (some of them still haven't been finished)
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I completed a dream photography course, got advice from a photographer I admire, tried new things, and managed to mix photography with my work at the store :)
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but from the end of October I couldn't shoot anymore, I barely completed the final shoot. and I was late delivering photos to my clients in January..
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even when people asked me to work with them, I responded but without much enthusiasm, and nothing came of it
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there were a lot of ideas for creative shoots, and I felt excited at first. I wrote to people, but my excitement faded quickly
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then, yesterday, while looking at photos my great-uncle took, I realized I really want to get back into photography
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I feel like in October I lost a part of myself that took over 20 years to find. and how stupid it is to stop only at the beginning of this incredible journey 🫀
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for the first time, I don't expect anything from myself, or at least I try.. then we'll see :)
