12/05/2026
Sometimes life feels exhausting…
I don’t even know whether it’s happiness or sadness anymore.
I often feel like disappearing somewhere — maybe by the sea or on top of a mountain. Standing by the ocean and watching the sunset. But that never really happens. The melancholy of the afternoon blends into the countless limitations of life. Even after all this, sometimes life still feels beautiful. Yet somehow, nothing excites me anymore. I’m slowly losing interest in everything. Time is moving on just fine, but it feels like I’m stuck in a blind alley of life.
It feels like I’m standing at such a crossroads in life where if one chapter passes in joy, another chapter gets lost in sadness… 💔🥀
