02/08/2026
O Allah...
Today I am completely broken in front of You. I have no strength left, no trust left, no shelter left except You. With these tears, this shaking voice, this helpless heart, I am lying at Your door.
O Allah, please forgive me... I know how small I am, how weak I am before You. I have made mistakes again and again, yet You never left me. I am not even worthy of this mercy of Yours, yet You keep giving it to me.
O my Lord, every time I fly in the sky, every time my plane leaves the runway, a fear rises in my chest what if this is my last flight? What if I cannot return from here? O Rabb, You alone know this secret trembling of my heart. I cannot tell this fear to anyone else but You.
Please protect me, Allah... the way You protected Your beloved servants. Guard every flight of mine, every mission, every moment. When I am alone above the clouds, know that You are with me — in my breath, in every beat of my heart.
O Allah, I am tired... the pressure of this life, the weight of duty, the reality of living so close to death drains me from inside. But I have nowhere else to go except to You. You are the only one to whom I can pour out everything.
Protect my family, O Rabb. When I am far away, facing danger, may their hearts not break with pain. Give them patience, give them peace. And bring me back to them, with a healthy body and a pure heart.
O Allah, the burden of my sins is so heavy... yet I know Your forgiveness is even greater. Please forgive me. Clean my heart. Make my intention pure.
If death comes suddenly in this job of mine, O Allah, take me with faith. Let the Kalima be my last words. Give me the rank of a martyr or give me a death that pleases You.
I am helpless, I am weak, I am broken... but You are Great, You are Rahman, You are Raheem. Do not turn me away, Allah. Accept this tearful prayer of mine.
Ameen, Yah Rabbal Al Amin... Ameen.